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Today/tonight was very very important to me.

I learned a lot, and in one night, in one hour...my life just "clicked".

I now know what I want to do with my life. I know what career I want to go into, and I have an amazing idea that if followed through, could really change my life oneday. I decided that I want to open up a business...and let's just leave it at that due to lack of sleep and I'm kind of shaky typing. I've decided to name my idea: Life is a Party.

I've had a really intense week, and through various forms of frustration, I let it out on Ryan. He was drunk, and I doubt he will recollect much of the arguing, but either way...I decided to just let it all go. Right back out of my life door, because I realize that sometimes, you can spend all your energy and time trying to get a person to see in your eyes, and in the end, they have to want to. Some people will eventually come around, some never will...and for the best/worst, I'm letting it lie. I believe that things are going to end up fine, and we'll see each other at some point.

I'm going to bed...my day off and I'm up WWWAAAAAYYYY later than i thought i would be.
I'm going to detail this night later, but it was enlightening.
I want to open up a business in the next 30 years.
and in the process of thinking, its named "life is a party".