Another Chance

I'm not going to attempt to sound smart as I write this, but I do have a feeling it needs to be written.

I have had a lot of recent "drama" squirrel its way into my life the last week or so, and it's made me see a new side of things.

On one point, I have had some flashback moments of life in Mass. I have had strange little incidences that just seem to happen. And then they make me think about what it was like living there, and my family that is stil there.

I have spent more time recently thinking to myself, and listening to the people that I value most.

What does it really mean to let something go?

How does the value of an idea increase when it's held dearly over time?

How many times is a person allowed to start over?

I have always been a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and that some people are destined to cross paths with one another for something more than a "hello".

And after talking about it today with a new friend, I really am thinking that at the times in my life when I feel like I don't feel my purpose, that's when God is taking the time to change my life for something big.

This year, beginning on Halloween, he stuck someone in my path of life that I just clicked with. Someone that I've grown to know and love and learn from and appreciate.

And after tonight, I feel like not only did he give me a great friend, but he have me a messenger.

Someone told me a funny analogy today.

I am upset my memory is so short, so here is my take on the gist of it as I remember.

Coming to God, is like caring for a baby.

you can't just do it all at once.

you have to feed the baby, baby food before feeding it adult food.